Where to start....

I can't sleep tonight -- I have lots on my mind. I was just reading the blog of a friend who after 10 years of marriage is going through a divorce after her husband came out of the closet that he was gay. As I read through her blog, tears came to my eyes -- I realized the tears were not only for her pain but also because I envied how open she was about her anger, her fears and her disappointment (and also her joys). So Kim, thanks to you I've decided to start this blog. You've inspired me to share my story in hopes that if nothing else, that as I look back on past posts, I'll be inspired to try harder, to do better, to worry less and to love more.